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A New Age Healing - The Esoteric Recovery of Beverly P

DAY ONE 

(6/28/2010)

Dear Beverly,

    It is time for complete honesty.  I need to ask you some very poignant questions but without absolute honesty on your part the work being performed on your power centers will be diminished.  I have 10 Light-Bringers focusing on your chakras.  There is also a special group of women focusing in on the Root and Sacral chakras.  I feel this is a critical area causing most of your problems. The Root (Muladhara) chakra is related to instinct, survival and basic human potentiality and physically, this where your sexuality and emotional self resides. The Sacral (Svadhisthana) chakra is located in the sacrum and obviously where your sex hormones are produced.  This is where your basic emotional needs reside, as well as other things. 

    Hence, it was appropriate to have these women manage this area and as I stated, I felt was where the root cause of your problems lay. We are using the highest and newest method of healing, that of calling into positive activity a person’s own Soul.  The true healing is brought about when the life of the Soul can flow without any impediment and hindrance throughout every aspect of the form nature.  It can then vitalize it with its potency, and can also eliminate those congestions and obstructions, which are such a fruitful source of disease. We are focusing on the seven major power centers controlling definite areas of the body via:

a.      The nadis (prana, the life force flow through these subtle channels)

b.      The nerves

c.      The endocrine system.     

    The work on the circulatory system we did with skill and unselfish intentions.  We must also be very careful when using these electromagnetic energies in not allowing the energy to rebound back upon us. We have done two preliminary scans on you and then an initial power sweep. Now I must ask you some questions (which were very personal).

    Firstly, I had a specialized team of women work on your Root and Sacral Chakras and what they found was not good.  You are carrying a load of emotional abuse.  You believe you are not worthy.  There is also male energy in the form of a snake which has attached itself to your womb.  This snake was eradicated and burned with much effort by the team.  It is now gone be it can return if you allow it to.  You must do your part in keeping free of any such dominance.  Something may or actually did happen to you in causing this sort of problem to manifest. Especially in these two chakras and what they control. 

This is NOT the *kundilini snake.

*Kundalini ( Sanskrit: literally means coiled. In yoga, a “corporeal energy” an unconscious, instinctive or libidinal force or Shakti, lies coiled at the base of the spine. It is envisioned either as a goddess or else as a sleeping serpent hence a number of English renderings of the term such as 'serpent power'. The Kundalini resides in the sacrum bone in three and a half coils and has been described as a residual power of pure desire.

    There was much congestion in the Crown and Heart Chakras also.  A new Etheric crystal was placed in the Crown to direct the energy. Again, I must address this feeling of you have of being abandoned.  You must meditate and reclaim your Soul.  If you do not do your part in this effect then it is all for naught. The word abuse keeps coming to the surface.  Whether it was done by someone in the physical plane or it is being controlled from the Etheric plane is meaningless since it is having a negative effect on you. Now you can write to me or call me if you feel there are other issues.

    You need to put yourself back together and accept that you ARE worthy. I and another have placed a powerful Golden Rod in you connecting the Seven Chakras which will allow for a proper flow of energy. On the Ethereal plane, that snake had poisoned your will.  It was destroyed but remembers it can come back unless you recover yourself. And end this. On a very sub-conscious level you are denying yourself.  Stop this. Whatever mistakes you feel you may have made are over and done with.  Learn and move on.  Face yourself and acknowledge your power.  If you have any secrets you need to be rid of them. Join with us as we lift you free of your doubt.

 The Divine Mother is guiding our efforts by Her Grace we will do this and free you.
Beverly writes:
    A gracious hello to all of you.  I am so very blessed to have you using your special gifts to assist me. I am open to receive these energies as I am feeling the ever present desire to do my destined work which needs to be done without my physical restrictions.  
I am deeply grateful and truly blessed that all of you assisted me. 
 Kindest regards and Blessings to you,

Beverly P____

 DAY TWO
 Beverly (6/29/2010) 
 
    The CA Group continues to do excellent work in clearing out the ROOT and SACRAL Chakras of congestion and obstructions. 
    The snake (not kundalini) that had been poisoning Beverly has been eradicated.  This snake represented the control of male dominance over Beverly and with the Golden Rod placed in her spinal column to strengthen it; she has a distinct opportunity to establish her independence. It was found that the damage to Beverly’s body is extensive with the worst of it on the left side.  It was also realized that this damage was caused essentially by Beverly in allowing herself to become submissive to male dominance.  She has felt deeply betrayed as is demonstrated by the stake found piercing her Heart Chakra.  This stake will need to be removed if the Soul has any hope of being freed. The nerve damage in the physical body is extensive and reflects itself in the Etheric body.
I will address each issue with the Light-Worker responsible for the specific area being affected. Beverly, as we spoke you must begin to rebuild yourself.  You need to forgive first, yourself then your husband and children.  The surest way to freedom of the Heart is Love.  Love with no expectation of return. 
    Stop punishing yourself and stop allowing the dominance of your husband over you.  But stop it with Love not anger. Also, you are worked on extensively each evening but you put up some resistance.  Now, this may be done subconsciously so you need to be aware of this fact and allow the workers in, even as you work on yourself.  Again, begin by loving yourself and this will begin the healing process.  Without this approach, our efforts will be for naught.
    We have placed a new crystal within the Crown Chakra to filter the energy.  We also have sought the assistance of Divine Mother to direct our efforts and to purify the energy put within you.  Prayer to the Mother and accept Her into your heart and She will set you free.  It is your freedom which will ultimately heal you. I will write to the various Light-Workers regarding the next stages of work. Peace and Blessings to all, well done CA group, excellent work.
Love of the Mother to all,
Marcus  
 Beverly writes:
 Hello, Marcus.
    It sounds as though very intense work is going on in my behalf for which I continue to be ever so grateful. I am trying to let love be my predominant emotion on these days and will meditate as recommended. I am traveling in Pennsylvania until Monday at which time I will return to Indiana. I will be back probably mid-afternoon. I prefer to speak in private, so if you have a time you can communicate to me, I can make sure of that. If possible, would I be able to place the call?
 
Again, thank you and I will continue to do my part.
Blessings and kindest regards,
 
Beverly


DAY THREE
Beverly  ( 6/30/2010)

The CA Group activities

Solar Plexus work – Monte

Heart Chakra – Matthew removes Stake

Crown and 3rd Eye work – Marcus and Bret

Throat – Marcus and Monte 

 

    Day 3 has seen a breakthrough for Beverly.  She is expressing internal anger and is deciding to retake control of herself.  The fact that she can “feel” again is a vast improvement. 

    The CA Group continues to do outstanding work in clearing out the remaining negative energy in the Root and Sacral Chakras.  The group spent time offering Beverly love and joy and it was during this time that the snake attempted to return and embed itself in the Root but it was much diminished in size and strength and was eradicated completely by the CA Group.  The snake was an attempt by Beverly’s husband to reestablish control over her.

    Now, it was also found that there was a Shadow Reptilian present behind Beverly’s left shoulder and was allowed to exist there by the negative emotions of her step children which were causing problems.  Beverly, you must respond to your step children with LOVE.  Yes, LOVE.  Even if they hate you and blame you for the loss of their DNA mother from the relationship to their father.  Use this LOVE to remain clean and FREE.

Beverly, you are a powerful woman.  The fact that you are experiencing this anger shows you are alive and well.  You are reaching a crossroads to regain your identity and self-respect.  You are being flooded with enormous energy and your body IS healing.  It is Divine Mother’s Love which is directing this energy. 

The CA group sought to calm your aura and provide Love.  They gave you love and song and joy to lift your spirits. 

    Monte of the Texas group worked diligently on your Solar Plexus Chakra placing it in a protected state.  It was found you have a deep belief in “not being good enough or not worthy” which has manifested itself in your creative center and eventually evolved into your belief system.  This is causing a deep conflict between your true self and these false beliefs.  This has manifested into the paralyzing of your body functions and will continue until you let it go, and forgive yourself, and believe you ARE loved.  There have been two frequencies placed around the Solar Plexus Chakra by Monte’s golden power which is willing to absorb the ‘old ways’.

    You must think of this as the most loving Family you have surrounding you. This concept will help you during your transition period into wellness. 

Now, Matthew also of the Texas group who is working on the Heart Chakra has removed the stake that was placed there and pushed through it completely.  This took great effort on Matthew’s part.  But his energy is pure golden love and is directed by Divine Mother. In fact, all of the work conducted this day was directed by the Love of the Divine Mother.

It was Divine Mother’s power of Love which removed the snake and reptilian creature from causing you any further harm.  

    Beverly, it is time to bring forth your love.  Turn this anger you have into pure love and you will free yourself.  Free your Soul to do what it must.

   The CA group gave you feminine nurturing while Monte and Matthew have given the power of clear thought to strengthen yourself.

Bret of the Texas group working with Marcus will continue to work on the Third Eye and Crown Chakras as well as the Throat Chakra which Monte will lend support (thank you, Monte).  Your physical nervous system is already rebuilding itself, as well as the connecting organs.  You must continue to believe Beverly.  You are very gutsy and it is time for you to decide to retake control of your life.  We will continue to work through to Monday.  On Monday, ALUS, a higher being (requested by Marcus) will sweep through your health network.  Those of the group may join if they so please.

 

    The rebuilding of your etheric body will initiate the rebuilding of the physical body.  You will allow it, but go slowly and be kind to yourself.

NO MORE FEARS AND ANGER…LOVE. 

In the next few days work will be done on the Crown and 3rd Eye as well as the Throat Chakras.  Tonight, you will be taken to the Temple of ISIS.  So at 10PM your time, enter into deeper meditation.  This will take place until 11PM your time but does not need to be that long.  Just try.  And pray to Divine Mother. 

 

Blessings to all,

And well done,

Marcus

    DAY FOUR 

Beverly P___, her return to life. (7/1/2010)

    This Thursday there were two phases of treatment being rendered to Beverly. Usually there is a group meditation at the Temple of Isis, but in this particular case Marcus brought in a Sound Specialist who used spiritually augmented sound at the cellular wavelength to assist in stimulating the Beverly’s Throat Chakra.  As Marcus provided a focused light (as requested by the Sound specialist), the Specialist requested Divine Mother to direct to molecular sound waves upon the Heart Chakra and allow her to sing and ethereal song which was centered into Beverly with the purpose of raising the vibration to such a high pitch it would destroy any remaining ambient disease present in her Heart Chakra. 

    Now, prior to this event there were angry voices coming from deep within a cave near the Temple of Isis.  A conflict raged for self dominance which is still persistent within Beverly.  This involves her husband, his children and her children.  But it can be seen that the battle is being slowly won by Beverly’s WILL for freedom.  As Divine Mother had blessed the Singer with peace, joy, and love it become the dominant and overwhelming essence for the manifestation of the Soul. 

 

    The High Being Alus was requested to amplify the sound and this was duly accomplished and despite the Singer not noticing a difference there was indeed a change which contributed to an overwhelming peace. The secondary phase involved the CA Group continuing their highly focused work on the Etheric Body of Beverly.  Beverly is fast coming to a crossroads where she will be expected to make some difficult choices.

Now, the Golden Rod which had been placed within her spine for additional support will remain there as long as necessary to provide her with support.  While at this crossroads Beverly is questioned as to what she desires, Life or Death.  She chose Life. 

    The CA group then continued to work very diligently on Beverly’s Etheric Body, especially the legs. Much energy was given to Beverly’s legs as directed by the Divine Mother.  Beverly’s Soul was called out of hiding and brought to the forefront.  The CA group assisted Beverly up and OUT of the wheel chair and helped her to walk in the ethereal plane.  This helped to regain her confidence.  The vibration level continues to be raised from treatment to treatment.  Beverly needs to call on someone very close to her, perhaps her sister to make the initial breakthrough on the physical plane.  Soon, but NOT yet.  Beverly, you must begin to feel your limbs.

 

    It is coming to the point when the shift to the higher mental chakras must come to the flow without obstruction.  With the emphasis on the Sound, the Throat Chakra was brought to life.  Vishuddha (Throat) emotionally governed ones independence, mentally it governs fluent thought and spiritually it provides a sense of security.  The 3rd Ray of Active Intelligence rules the chakra. 

    We can see how little by little Beverly’s identity and confidence is being rebuilt as a spiritually vibrant and mentally independent Soul.  It will come a time for her to decide and confront her husband.  Do you want this relationship to continue or something more?  We must speak of this.

    Again, Beverly, you must choose someone you trust completely, especially as the time is approaching to step out of that wheelchair but not too soon.

    Alus is a very powerful entity and will do a final sweep and removal of negativity in your body.  While the CA group continues to provide support, work on the Crown, Third Eye and the Heart Chakra will commence as directed by Divine Mother.  Healing continues and is nearing completion on the ethereal body.  Soon the physical body must demonstrate its new found health.   

    Beverly, courage is taking that one more step into the light to the edge of the universe and doing it.  You can do it.  The Universe has need of your gifts.  The light awaits you.  It is time to be free.  Even if you must feel you are to sacrifice those that are closest to you.  You will recover what you feel you have lost in do time.  Believe.

It is time to talk to me. 

Blessings of the Mother,

Marcus

  DAYS FIVE and SIX  

Beverly (7/2-3/2010)

    These are two days of work which have been crucial in preparing Beverly for the all important 7th day sweeping of her etheric body.

    There has been much discovered deep within Beverly. And she prefers to use the word “God” instead of the more specific “Divine Mother”, we will acquiesce to her wish which is really not a problem.  It is after all basically all the same.

I will combine the reviews of both the 5th and the 6th days to express what has occurred during these days and I will be very candid and as clear as possible in relating the events.

There was much discovered about Beverly’s inner being.  She had considerable self-loathing which has created much damage to Beverly’s Soul self.  Her Soul essentially desired its freedom from the body and its personality.  Beverly must begin to express love, first and for most for herself. Beverly is a strong and gutsy woman but is unaware of what it is she must accomplish with this life.

    The work on the Solar Plexus and Heart Chakras continues to hold, the powerful effort of the CA group which worked on the 1st and 2nd chakras is solid and intact.

   What must be noted is the presence of entities that do not wish to see the healing team succeed for Beverly and has initiated attacks on certain members of the team.  Archangel Michael was requested to help and promptly swept aside these reptilians (reptilian energy is dark astral energy used to confound or drain light energy.) and removed them from any further interference. 

    Now as we found, the 3rd Eye Chakra is closed but this is okay.  It will take some time and practice to open the Eye to occult vision.  It will also require some effort on Beverly’s part to develop her belief structure to accept the vision of the inner being.

The primary concern is the Soul.  The Heart Chakra which is the seat of the Soul is secure and holding strongly; the Soul however seeks freedom from mistreatment. Beverly must continue on the part of reconciliation.  A Golden Shield has been placed around the Heart chakra for protection, and the stake is still removed.

    Part of Beverly’s problem lays in the fact that she does not have the consciousness to realize what she truly is. She is often her own worse enemy with intense inner demons to deal with. She is abusive to herself which is what is driving her Soul to seek freedom.  The team make efforts to push Gold light energy into the chakras especially where weakness was found. There was found a great deal of damage to the brain.  The team proceeded to rebuild the pineal and the pituitary glands which are both critical to the proper functioning of the brain.

    These were very critical days for Beverly.  She experienced anger but this is good as it shows feeling and determination.  With the love of God welling up in Beverly things are healing within her.  It is a true turning point.  The light within her is growing.  It was a day in which she had to face herself and a profound change occurred.  It was time to decide, and it took a lot of guts to retake ownership of oneself.   The repairs were made and this gutsy woman fought to regain her identity and self respect. 

    We are now coming to the culmination of our efforts.  On this day there will be a sweep of the chakra system clearing out any last remaining negativity particularly in the central nervous system, hormones, immune system, adrenal glands, to name a few.

The final group (Texas) will work closely with me as we make the final sweep.

    Now Bret, it is time for you to link with me in front of the Temple of ISIS, we will join our energies, when Monte and Matthew come, they will join also with us.  Then we will enter the Temple and pray to Divine Mother to mold our energy into a powerful force and ask for Her direction in sweeping Beverly clean of negativity.  She must also be given a level of awareness which will help to guide her and the coming days.  She must LOVE herself or this has all been for naught.  So, as we are pouring in our energy, let it be with the love of the Mother.

Tonight, at 7PM AZ time, we meet and work.  This will be the Texas Group working as one now.

 Day 7 – The Healing Team Final

Beverly P____ Healing (7/4/2010)

    This is the seventh and final team effort of securing for Beverly the correct path upon which to stay steadfast to as she proceeds to the ultimate healing of her heart.  And as she begins to commence with the work set out for her by Divine decree, there will be nothing, absolutely nothing to set her back.  Her work will be her creed and life.

    We are coming to the end of this healing effort.  We have shown much cohesion.  The CA group especially was amazing in their focused effort.  The CA group of 5 women was given a great deal of work starting with the 1st and 2nd chakras and then an overall cleansing of Beverly’s Etheric body.  There was much found of a negative nature in Beverly, but she still has important divinely inspired work to do.

I was working constantly with the CA group as well as focusing on the other chakras (1st, 2nd, 3rd)  Monte and Matthew did excellent work.  Bret, you and I will meet tonight at 7PM AZ time, in fact we can also use your help as well, Matthew and Monte.  For this will be a major flooding of golden light energy.  You must pull up from your heart the love of Divine Mother and feed it into the Crown chakra, where it will flow down into the other chakras.

    I must tell you all, that there are negative energies which do not want us to succeed.  I was attacked and it was through the intervention of AA Michael that removed the negative forces and allowed me to continue.  Althusia, the leader of the CA group was indispensible in watching my back. I know this seems like science fiction but it is what it is.  I had been weakened by all of the work recently, my strength is returning but I still need all of your help for this final push.  Beverly's Soul wanted out of her body because of the self-abusiveness she was doing to herself.  Now her Heart and Solar Plexus are protected but we need to do an overall sweep of her etheric body. 

    We have formed an amazing team of light-bringers.  As I stated the women were outstanding in their work, the men must come forward to finish the job.  This is day 7 and tomorrow will just be an evaluation.  As final treatment was made, various members of the team took part in a complete sweep of Beverly’s etheric body to ensure all was still intact and well secured.  Which it was.

    It was brought to light that Beverly should begin a suitable form of meditation, one in which she is content and comfortable with.  This will allow her to begin to listen and abide by the words of her guardians.  These are your personal guardians, Beverly, who are with you always and have tried to help and protect you.  You have not listened to them, but now is your opportunity to gain insight into them and accept their help.  They are here for YOU.  If you need more information about this, I will be glad to assist you. You need protection, Beverly, protection from yourself.  No more anger, no more hatred.  Peace and love must prevail within you if you have any hope of doing what you were meant to do in this world. And you know that is the most important to you now.

I had called Beverly to evaluate her condition and received the happiest news.

BEVERLY HAS STOOD UP AND WALKED. YES!  She has told me so!!!  She had taken a walk with her sister.  So, despite her own self-loathing she IS willing herself forward.

We continue to discuss her support system and what she needed to do to further improve.

I told her:

    You expressed anger and that was good.  In fact it helped to save you, but that is over and now is the time for the new you.  Do not allow others emotions to touch you any longer. Ever. STAY OUT OF THAT CHAIR.  You put yourself in it, and they kept you there. No more. Your physical healing will continue.  You had a great deal of nerve system damage that still needs to rebuild and it will.  You will be whole.  A high Soul blessed you and imprinted on your Soul the protection symbols it needs so it may survive.  These ancient symbols are of love and GOD.  Use this knowledge for strength and empowerment of the Self.  You are the strength now Beverly and nothing is to stop you from accomplishing your mission in this life. 

    I will be in touch with you from time to time.  You need help, you call.  You are not alone.  From the entire team, we send you our love.  God is awaiting you.

Blessings to you all.

Marcus

Beverly wishes to extend her profound thanks and gratitude to the Team as a whole.  She is walking and healing.  She has an important project before her which will be of benefit to many.  I will maintain contact with Beverly but I feel she is capable of now moving forward.

Beverly is now relearning to drive a car and is maintaining her independence.  And yes, she is still walking.


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