Personal Pain This is the struggle, this is the desire, this is the...
What happens when the world comes crashing in on you? Do you simply surrender yourself to the inevitable and let yourself die in despair? No, you know can't just give in and give up. Somehow you dig and dig and dig, but you do find the strength, and you find the reason you need to continue on with life, because there are alternatives to every single doubt you think you can produce from your troubled mind and distraught heart. As the strength of Will begins to exert itself and come forth from the misery of your pain, it is for you to demand your birthright. The birthright you continually overlook as a phantasm of empty words, a nothingness or simply a waste of your time. So, you basically reject your birthright out of hand by ignoring it. Your birthright...your freedom. The freedom to accept that you are MORE. The freedom to accept that you are SPIRIT. With SPIRIT comes power. More power than you can possible imagine. Infinite power. Raw inestimable power. The power to correct the thinking of your tired mind and heal the lesions of hurt in your soul from the pain and suffering it has been enduring. While you stand at the edge of the precipice looking into the abyss make your choice. Give in to the despair and conjoin with the darkness that has become your life, or decide to be free and accept to live, to be free. To live in the light of knowing and learning anew that which is divine is in truth...you.
I wish to speak openly and honestly without becoming maudlin or dredging myself through a mire of self torture or for that matter self-pity. This website has put forth many thought provoking segments in an effort to bringing forth the Truth in such a way that you may have been able to catch a glimmer of the fulfilling enlightenment available. Learning does not need to be so PAINFUL. This website is meant to shock the mind into realizing the extent to which it has been closed off from the reality of WHY we live in this dimension. Yes, why. Do you ever ask yourself that simple question, why I am here? I am sure you have asked yourself. But what have you done to answering this question? And, if you have, are you satisfied with the answer?
The 20-odd pages of Delusion-of-self are the initial segments for tweaking the brain sensors in helping to answer some of the questions you may have regarding "WHY". We now wish to present another approach in order to give balance to the website. We also would like to make Alus more accessible to those wanting a personal approach to answering their questions. While we address the mechanics of designing an interactive module for the website, please contact Alus directly through this website at Alus@delusion-of-self.com and your questions or concerns will be answered in the unique way that Alus can.
Peace and Blessings mj
Learn to be free. It is not for me to condemn anyone for their past, present or future actions. It is for me to learn to accept that which I am.
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When the Soul learns to dismantle the barriers of our own delusions, and can acknowledge the limitations which come with the existence of living in this world, it is then within the inner recesses of our minds when we can begin building what is called our consciousness.
Time for us to emerge from our tunnel thinking and change. What have got to lose except for your unhappiness.
We seek the purity of our divinity, but know it not.
The PLAN.
What is the PLAN? It is the production of a subjective synthesis in humanity and of a telepathic interplay which will eventually annihilate time. The world disciple, in working and co-operating with the Plan is only sensing that portion of it which concerns the human consciousness. The development of a Group Consciousness. This will produce in man an understanding of the divine purpose. What does this mean? It means there is work progressing which has been proceeding for many years as humans regard time. All good. Have faith and help by changing yourself. By being kind to yourself, and as a result you will be kind to others.
