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Why.  This is not a question, simply a statement of acknowledgement.  There is however, this point of sadness; despondency, one that is not overwhelming us, but neither does it offer to us a chance at redemption.  Emancipation?  Doubtful, from what we do not even know though it holds us firmly in its grasp.  Is this a sorrowful regret?  No, not in the least.  Again, this is simply a statement of acknowledgment.  Perhaps this can be construed as a reward for my communion with myself. 
    How often do we rush forward with thoughts of fear, the kind that we may be bumped from our place in line?  Fearful of another missed opportunity.  Of another momentous occasion forever lost in the squalor of our thoughts that make up our presence of mind for the moment.  Do we cast off the cloak of meekness for the sake of maintaining a state of ascendancy?  No, no, not at all.  What purpose would such a submission solve?  What are we to become, animals struggling to maintain our savagery for purpose of control and dominance while struggling to stay on top of the food chain?  Ah, this then is our lot in life, or so it seems at times such as these; times when we have these moments of the despair which lead to the thoughts of losing something.  What exactly are we losing we can never be sure.  
    Perhaps it may have something to do with the ambiguity of not knowing who we are, or where we are, or even why we are.  Especially since we have no idea of the baggage we carry, or perhaps we do know, and this then, becomes the real problem.  Considering of course, the things we haul around with us thinking how important it all is.  Though there will be times when we will rid ourselves of those items when we feel there is no further need.  Only to acquire more ‘things’ along the way which we know we really don’t need, but carry nonetheless neglecting all the while the truly important assets. 
    So when we come to the inevitable fork in the road and evaluate that which we are, considering the sum of all our parts, we fumble with this and that searching for the archetype to help us in the choosing of the next step.  Then we wonder how easy it was to lose sight of those impressive moments of true consequence, the extraordinary times of love and affection. While we bungle and grope during the course of this life and we become caught up with the vainglorious leading us this way and that, another true moment of growth eludes us yet again.

    What of 2012?
    There is enormous concern, among those few that believe, of the 2012 predictions as accorded to the Mayan calendar and to other sources that there is an ominous endpoint forthcoming for humankind.  Of course there have always been such concerns over the years, of the pending doom for all.  This is another example whether we care to admit it or not of how our emotions are connected in the most fragile of ways.  Leading all others is FEAR.  Of course fear exists.  However, it is merely the flip side of the same coin projecting joy or some other positive emotion. As such, we should make use of fear or any emotion beyond the typical response humans dwell upon.  We should use every available means to us to penetrate our delusions (and lack of knowledge) and see ourselves as we truly are.  No, it is not an easy task to accomplish but it can and should be done.
    We do not need to be overly selective in our choices to strive for greater awareness.  Turn fear upon itself.  Return it to the dualistic world it belongs in.  Accept fear for what it is at the same time redirecting the emotional power that fear represents, and use this energy to carry you to the end.  The end where it simply doesn't matter, where fear will dissipate being replaced by a very strange sense of being.  A sense of knowing that life is now beyond what we thought we feared.  Fear will always fall victim to knowledge.
    These are important times indeed and as we sometimes surmise, things are not always as they seem to be.  Everything is subject to change be it microcosm or macrocosm, evolution is inexorably in motion.  Of course without change there would exist a state of stagnation, a stillness which bring about a withering cessation of growth and then life itself would no longer have a purpose of being.
    Life however refuses to give to any peril it faces.  Death may follow life, but life always finds a way to return.  What seems to us as endless is simply our lack of awareness to the function of time.  Time being a function of change at the least.  There will come a point of being when time will no longer hold sway over us, such as in Soul state.  Though there is little doubt of the vast mainstream of humanity will be caught completely unawares as to the erormous changes taking place within their very midst.  For most people are so self-absorbed in the squandering of their energies during the course of everyday life.
    Now, consider this. 
Earth will function as a springboard as a Divine Wave surge over and through it.  There will be a sudden but very subtle controlled change take place.  The up-surge will induce a vibrational current to force up the universal vibration of the surrounding space.  The energy induction which will cause this surge will be intense as it transits from probe to probe accelerating its energy signature as it traverses space.  These probes have been placed in strategic locations as part of the broader plan which has been actively implemented for decades. 
    As the energy wave builds in momentum it will cover great distances affecting planets and solar systems through galaxies infiltrating to universal proportions.  Individuals will notice a sudden change as their consciousness becomes refined.  A noticable difference in how one will think and perceive, act and feel towards themselves and fellow beings.  There will be those few Souls of enlightened disposition who will bath in the glow that is now encomposing them.  They will have a common "knowing" of what has occured.  As they exalt in this happening, they will also help others to feel and understand the new change.  It will be an opportunity for all.  The violence inherent to the 3rd dimension must be dissipated without disrupting the natural order.  Unfortunately, violence is part of the natural order.
    The details about the initiation of the energy source and the impact it will have on the individuals deeply involved are not intended at this time for revelation.
    This brief overview shows that there is activity happening in the positive light.  Be patient but also be open.