Those who know me will know who I am. Those who know of me will question who I am.Those who know me not will wonder what I am.I am the Chaos Theory.Think not of chaos to be an evil thing, it simply is what it is, a cosmic mandate for change and with change an evolution of spirit.And this may bring the hope for something better to manifest out from the soul of humankind.Time itself will lend itself to divesting the story accordingly but there is a feeling as if time is straining now, waiting for Man to wake up and catch up with our friend across the cosmos.Maybe it is best to leave this concern closeted and undisturbed. As I am, plainly should be my words, you must seek every day, every moment.No half-hearted efforts, not if you wish to remain true to what you believe.The climbing can be very wearisome and at times you will feel that no progress is being made.You grow so very tired of the effort, or is it rather a lack of effort. And yet the climbing seemed at one time to be so very easy indeed.So, what happened?Perhaps complacency took charge and simply blind-sided us.Believe that if you will and continue to delude yourself. Regardless of what belief we wish to subject ourselves to, decisions continue to be forced upon us and we will realize that these decisions are a daily trial. We must step forward to accept the responsibility of our identity or we will become consumed by our own malaise thereby creating even greater difficulties which require a far greater effort to correct.Now it may come to the point when we simply have not the strength to deal with the difficulties confronting us. (Age, perhaps?)The point is that we really do not need to expend ourselves anymore than necessary.Why? Chaos will resolve everything for you.As balance is needed, balance will be achieved.Mankind can continue to create despair and ultimately greater calamity.However, we should never forget what kind of creature Man can be.Despite how destructive humans continue to be the cosmic equilibrium is forever self-correcting lest there be no universe otherwise.There may come a time when man will be able to rule himself without destroying himself.A time when divine feelings replace emotional distortions will be the time for the evolutionary process to become quickened.Then in the midst of this metamorphosis earthly tribulations will no longer hold sway.Then as each being becomes enshrouded with the blessings of perceptions we find ourselves in a state of liberation with the pits of confusion holding sway no longer.We will have learned how to convert and divest ourselves of emotional energy and redirecting it into channels conducive for the regeneration of life.While Man is actuating his release from destructive karma a new momentum is manifesting within the ‘life mind’ bringing the human consciousness to new levels of awareness. The mundane noises of humanity no longer can confound our perceptions.Self-awareness will begin to provide the understanding that accompanies the awakening of the soul and this realization begins to remove the weaknesses and failures of the emotional self.Then can Man learn of the Multiverse Theory and his place in it as a living state of being not a pocket force of emotional chaos.A basis of contentment where the hypocrisy has been removed, and the ego become acquiescent to a fate of service to the Soul, and thus to Spirit. Life is a projection of what can be called ‘Divine’ thought which is in turn solidified through cosmic energy into basic components and through vibration manifested into form.While science looks the other way, the life essence is set upon a universal vibratory scale. Somewhere within our delusion we find a word, a new word, a word with greater meaning and depth; an all encompassing word. As we ponder this word which we know not its meaning.For that matter we do not even know the name of the word.But we do know without doubt that this word exists and is there…somewhere.We realize deep within ourselves this word exists and reveals the true meaning of all we search.Though in reality there can be no mundane word to reflect the all that is.There is love and there is hate, powerful words to explain a dualistic dimension that fall far short in its capacity to define what it is we seek.There are the numerous words for God and the opposite of God according to fundamental religions.None of these words can is even the slightest bit similar to the word we seek.We may never discover this word but it matters not for we know it is there…somewhere. As we persist we learn of the Mother.With a burst of energy we realize that learning of the Mother will assist us in learning of the ‘word’. When releasing the Self into the presence of the Mother, the Soul experiences unbounded freedom.As the Oneness takes hold and the beauty is glorified a peace, like no other, becomes manifest.The Soul is not ‘lost’, but given truer identity within the incorporation of the surrender.The harmony expresses itself in a pure Gold and a desire to share with others this epiphany of Love.The Source of the bonding is expressed by the Love of the Mother.And it is this Love of the Mother that creates the overwhelming need for expression through offerings to other Souls.This is a sublime transference of a pure energy that apparently does not cause a harmful affect on the corporal body in contrast to the way excelled energy does. No, we still do not know what the ‘word’ is, but we do feel somehow closer to it.
Aethereal
Do we ask for blind faith? Do we make vague promises and statements that we know we cannot honor? No, but we must use logic combined with the hope of something better. Not too far out of reach, that which we can never hope to achieve but something realistic and attainable. Ah, time to create the thing we can call real. Do we need to have faith in it. If we develop it then our creation is our faith. We need not proclaim anything especially something called faith. Just take the steps, and begin to feel good again. Remember that feeling?
Return to the Silence, stay with the Silence; and you will hear the cosmic sound. Listen, you will hear, you will feel the universal vibration and always will it come back to the soul in each one of us. Let go of the anxiety and capture your tears in a cup of hope for offering as payment for release. Then the joy you will feel today will provide you with the peace for the morrow.
